Crave the Riot

The memories aren’t heavy anymore,

Some are already gone for evermore,

If there’s a war still outside, I’m unaware,

I forgot how to care,

In the middle of the ocean,

The only bullshit is my own,

The anxiety of my growth,

I need that dream job to match these clothes,

Between success and peace?

Fuck it, give me two of both,

It’s very clear that no one was close,

It’s quiet,

now that my ears are on a bullshit diet,

Not gonna lie,

I sometimes do crave the riot.